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excruciatingly painful as death itself lifted her toward him with pure exquisite passion.
There...! she cried out. There. Oh, there...! Her eyes closed on a harsh moan, her teeth clenched.
She lifted and lifted and lifted, pleading, her body straining to hold on to something so sweet that she
didn t even know if she could survive it. There, she choked out, shuddering. Yes, there, right there,
right...
She cried out, a sound she d never heard from her own throat in her life. Her body convulsed under
his delighted gaze. He watched her, gloried in the fulfillment he could see in the taut arch of her body,
in the helpless cries of pleasure, in the shuddering, endless climax that drove her hips up into his with
such pressure that he could feel her hip bones digging into him. And still she shuddered, and sobbed,
clinging to him, her face rigid with ecstasy, her eyes closed, her breasts arching up against his chest.
She felt him inside her. Felt him swell, felt the power and heat of him. But he was only giving
pleasure, not taking it. She fought to get her breath, to stop crying. It had been so sweet, so beautiful...
Please, she whispered.
He was smiling tenderly. He moved his hips. Like this?
No. For you, she whispered back. I want what I had, for you, she said. Tell me what to do. I ll
do anything. Anything!
His face was a study in tenderness. You don t have to do a thing. His hips moved and his teeth
clenched. Not now.
I won t watch, she whispered. I promise. She closed her eyes.
Don t do that, he whispered back, his voice terse as he moved deeper inside her. Watch me.
Look at me. I belong to you as surely as you belong to me. You gave yourself. Now I m giving
myself. Watch...!
He went off like fireworks. She saw his body arch over her, his hips grinding down into hers, his
face tormented, his throat as taut as rope. He was shuddering. His mouth opened on a harsh, helpless
cry as his body convulsed over and over and over again. He sobbed as the passion spent itself in him,
as he felt his body explode with pleasure. It was the second time in his life he d ever had an orgasm.
Like this, the first had been with her, with the beautiful, sensual woman under his body, clinging to
him, soothing him as he came slowly back down from an incredible height.
It s all right, she whispered, touching him, kissing him tenderly, her lips all over his face, his
eyes, which were oddly wet. It s all right, my darling. It s all right.
The endearment, the tenderness of her lips on his face, were tearing him apart inside. He couldn t
bear the pain he d caused her. He d given her so little, and she d just given him paradise. He d never
known such joy. Such peace.
He cradled her against him, damp with sweat, still shivering in the aftermath.
Are you all right? she asked at his chest, worried. It didn t hurt you?
His arm drew her closer. I never knew what the hell they were talking about when they mentioned
orgasms until you came along, he murmured unsteadily. My God! I think my whole body
exploded.
She laughed softly, secretively. So did mine.
Yes. I saw. I watched you.
You did?
He rolled over and looked down into her wide, soft eyes. I dreamed of going inside you like this,
he whispered. I ached to do it, to make you feel what I felt that last time we were together. And then
Ysera came back into the world and put you at risk. And I... His voice broke.
Wolf?
I cost you our baby. He buried his face in her throat. His eyes were wet!
Oh, my darling, no. No! You didn t!
You went to a clinic...!
Wolf, look at me. Look at me!
He dashed at his eyes and lifted his head, reluctantly. His expression wounded her. It was taut with
anguish.
She took his hand and drew it over her breasts. Turn on the light, please.
The room wasn t dark, but it was hard to see details. He grimaced as he reached for the light switch
and put on the small lamp on the night table.
Look at me, she said, drawing his fingers over her breasts. I m not pale enough for it to show
much, she whispered, but do you see all the little veins?
He frowned. There were a lot of them. He didn t remember them from before. Yes.
They re feeding the milk glands, she whispered. They re preparing me, so that I can produce
milk.
He blinked. His hand was fascinated with her beautiful breast. It was fuller, softer, than he
remembered it. He smiled with pleasure. What had she said? Something about milk?
Sweetheart, breasts only produce milk when there are going to be babies, he said with a faint
smile.
Yes, I know.
He was very still for a minute. His hand pressed down against her breast. He lifted his pale eyes to
hers and pinned her with them.
She took his hand and drew it slowly down her body to the small hardness there, and pressed it to
her.
Oh, my God, he breathed reverently. He went pale.
I went through the front door and out the back door of the clinic, she faltered. I couldn t. I
just...couldn t. I didn t know how you d react. I thought you might not want the baby, but I did, and...
His mouth cut off the rest of the hurried little speech. He was kissing her, in a way that he never had
before. His whole body was shaking. He gathered her close and just held her, rocked her, his face
buried in her throat.
Wolf? she asked, surprised.
Just give me a minute, he whispered gruffly in her ear. The trip from hell to heaven takes a little
time to adjust to.
She couldn t repress a soft laugh. Her arms stole around him and held him tight. I would have said
something sooner, she said. But I was afraid.
You thought I wouldn t want a baby.
I didn t know. I was afraid you wouldn t want something permanent, with me. And I couldn t live
somewhere else and have you come to visit the baby...
His arms contracted. We got off to a rocky start, he said in her ear. We didn t know very much
about each other, and we were too hungry for each other to take time to talk.
Yes.
He lifted his head. I want a baby, he said solemnly. I want you. I want marriage.
She searched his eyes. Are you sure?
I have never been more sure of anything in my life.
She relaxed a little. Okay.
Her soft movement triggered a sudden, sharp arousal. He grimaced and started to move away.
Where are you going? she asked, pulling him back to her.
You re pregnant, he began. He winced. I might have already hurt the baby. I was so hungry for
you. I was rough!
You weren t rough, and babies are very sturdy, she murmured. She reached down, boldly, and
ran her fingers over him. He shuddered. Now you just come right back here and let me take care of
that little problem you ve got...
Little? he managed as he rolled her onto her back and went into her.
She gasped. Ooookkay, she said breathlessly. Not so little...!
He laughed wickedly. And very soon, perhaps not even big enough, he said huskily as his mouth
moved down over hers. Let me teach you something new. Draw your legs in between both of mine.
She gasped again.
Oh, yes, that s the way, he groaned as he moved down against her.
She shivered. Her body tautened as the pleasure came back, suddenly and very deep. She lifted
against him.
I like that, he whispered into her mouth. Do it again.
She did. He was more potent than he d been before. She caught her breath as he moved deeper,
slower, into the softness of her.
You re very, very aroused, he murmured into her mouth, and sensitized, as well. I m going to
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